As you can See From My Photo Above, I was Really Beaten Around As I Was Born....

And though I read not a single word with understanding before an absolute MIRACLE at age 40...
You see GOD has a plan for each...that is far above and beyond what we could ever hope for, ask think dream or imagine!

Here I am today a Half Century of age...
Typing over 30 blogs online For, With, and Through HIM....

No one can say that even one is expendable!

If you have not found your niche...what GOD created you & only you to do...
Start searching for ways to be a blessing to anyone whom GOD places along your daily path!

Never ever with-hold your smile back at anytime!
For a smile cost not anything to give yet lifts and raises hearts HIGH! Both yours & mine!

Blessings!

EstherStephanada!

Be Honest! Have You Ever Looked At Someone And Thought....

Have you ever thought when you saw someone who appeared to be helpless....
And thought.... Why GOD why did you let him or her be born?

What a burden for others....or why should any one endure such horrible condition?

Take a look at the gospels when the disciples asked Jesus when they happened upon a blind man....
Why was this man born blind? Whose sinned that he has been punished?

Jesus said that it was due to no one's sin...
But rather it was allowed...That GOD may be glorified!

And just as Jesus gave this man sight...
Jesus is only a call away from healing both your body, mind heart and soul!

All you need to do is cry out to HIM asking HIM to come into your heart and both save you and live and reign in your heart and life...

And these you meet who have greater needs have been placed before you....
that you may take them into your heart and bring them into HIS fullness and presence and lay your hands upon them, praying to HIM that HE casts out deaf dumb spirits and spirits of infirmity...

So never see anyone as pitiful...but see the opportunity to pray down Miracles!
So that each and everyone on earth can come to believe...

Jesus Christ is Lord not just of the Sabbath...but of all...

EACH & EVERY ONE BORN ON EARTH of a WOMAN IS CREATED FOR A PURPOSE

No one can be used by GOD if they are ashamed of who they are, or more imortantly, who they once were!

Jesus Christ himself is the only human being who can never say:  "I was once lost, but now am found.. was blind and now I see!"

And each of us humans ever born or to be born on earth of a woman, cannot ever Sing from the MountainTops of their heart: "Look what the Lord has Done!"

If they are ashamed of who GOD made them, and who & how HE has formed them through life!

If each is created by GOD and For GOD in HIS own image & since before we were created HE KNEW US!  So how is it that so many are ashamed of who they are...  They do not realize in essence they are saying GOD is not honorable by failing to believe that not all things...  that not all people GOD MADE GOOD....  and HE looked at all of us and HE is pleased with us, HIS creation and cannot cease Loving us without ceasing being Himself!

 I was graciously given by GOD the oppertunity to run into a babysitter who loved me when I was under ten years old!

 I never ever understood where she would magically appear from, and I would cry when she left...

She in my small childhood was that only person in my who was consitantly kind and loving.

All of the neighborhood children, especially  certain ones and even my brothers, saw me as a freak and an appropriate target for their cruelty.

I recall these children, with another family of boys, burrying a cat alive with its head above ground and running over it with a lawn mower.

That to them was entertainment! 

This gal who loved me, who I used to think GOD dropped out of the sky when HE WANTED TO BLESS ME... lived down the block, yet in my then severe mental disabilities, which GOD has since totally healed, I never understtod that into seeing her a couple of nights ago in her current place of employment!

She Loved me when my parents had not the ability to love forgive themselves, admit their wrong doings so they could receive forgiveness and be healed.

 My parents did not, and still today do not know how to love or forgive themselves.  I want nothing more than to have a normal father/mother-daughter & father-nlaw/mother-n-law   son n law relationship.

But it is in their court.

I know that this is a disease caused by sins done first against one, but is then repeated and passed down generation to generation, because the evil one...  satan manages to convince some that they are not forgivable.

We all know that satan is the prince of darkness and father of lies!

The only unfoegivable sin, is not repenting and accepting GOD's forgiveness, and not allowing GOD to transform us!

My Billy leads our prayers at every meal, that GOD will draw them to Himself, that they return to the Holy Mass, going to confession first and receive forgiveness and healing.

My heart has forgiven them as far back as when I was babysat, and no one knew what went on behind closed doors.

But see a normal relationship is not possible with them, for now only because since they insist that they have done no wrong ever ever...

They set themselves up for even graver sin, greater acts of cruelty against themselves, and anyone who foolishly gives them access to over & over repeat their terible behavior, then justify it!

I know, I am to love & honor my parents!  I do!  Just from afar!

They have email addresses but choose not to use it!  I know a day will come that I will receive appropriate letters from them.

When I do, I will write back.  Oct 29th is their 50th wedding anniversary...  My husband & I will acknowledge that milestone with a card mailed to their house...  same house I was on occassion babysat by an Angel!

Seeing her eyes...  that night in the book store... HER EYES SPARKLE!  

I told my Billy that looking into her eyes, I could then, and as I remember your face & her eyes I See the Eyes of Jesus & Mary!  And my heart is on FIRE!

I am so BLESSED to see her again & have my eyes opened!

Every Life is Important and Each one is Created by GOD for a purpose that no one can see until GOD is ready to reveal it!  And when HE Does it is Always to beautiful for words to describe!!!

GOD LOVES EACH of YOU  Just as you & I are!  And He will form each of us into even more beautiful beings....  but we must Let HIM!
Amen Amen & Alleluia!

WE CAN DO ALL THINGS TODAY and EVERY DAY AS WE CHOOSE TO SING A NEW SONG AS WE RISE & WAKE EACH NEW MORNING!

Never dread another day....

But instead choose to LET HIM Make Each Day a Bright NEW DAy.... Never a Blue Day again!!

All it takes to have a song in your Smile & Step...

Is to say out loud as you wake "I love YOU LORD..."...  and

HE Will Begin Singing Through YOU!!

And You'll never again Sing the Blues...

But Forever be in the Pinks & Greens..

For HIS Joy Raises Me Daily and will Do you the Same.....  when You Choose HIS Joy...  His Song...His Laughter Forever Will Riegn in Your Heart TOO!

Just a mustard grain of Determination and a deliberate choice of ones will to Let HIM Make Each New Day Wonderful..... Chassing You Down EveryWhere You GO with Blessings.....

 

Only Because you Chose to Start Your Day Singing HIM Praises!!

Amen Amen Alleluia!

Be Blessed ForEver & Ever!     Wasting Not Wanting Not... No Recordings Here.....  Just Peace that Surpasses all Understanding!!

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HOW MANY CONFUSED MOTHERS WHO FEEL ALONE & IN NEEED COULD BE HELPED WITH THEIR WASTE???

Priests for Life.... has a great mission a worhty and noble one...



However... Their waste is vulgar in that everything we receive in the mail from them has always been delivered with Full First Class Postage!!!



How many more poor single mommas could be wisked under their wings with only the 25cents per envelope savings they would save if they used only non-profit stamps???


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EstherStephanada!

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COMMON ABUNDANT WASTE EVEN IN CHURCHES & MINISTRY...Priests for LIFE Larry Jones' FEED the CHILDREN & EVEN JESSIE DUPLANIS USES FULL CLASS POSTAGE!

My husband & I have alays been givers.  Jesus made it the responsibility to each and every sower...Each Giver:  The responsibility of knowing they are planting in good soil!

 

And what makes a church fertile ground for planting is not only the actual work or purpose of the work they do!

 

We know that JESUS CARES ABOUT WASTE!!

If HE DID NOT HE would not have forced those tired weary apostles...PICK UP THE FRAGMENTS!

 

When big time Ministries taking in billions of dollars from generous tithers like you & us, they are taking on the responsibility to prayerfully use our seed wisely!

 

The above is only one example of the many letters phone calls my husband & I have made to all three of these Ministries whose causes are good....  Though THEY ARE WASTING ABUNDANTLY!!!!

 

Feed the Children takes in about a BILLION a year....  so they no different than these other two do not care how some is spent and the rest is wasted!

 

Charity Navigator prior to now {NOTICE THEY ARE ALSO IN THIS WINDOW} apparently has never seen with their own eyeballs all the full posstage stamps used on every mailing that has ever come to our house from FEED the Children!

 

My husband once called their headquarters and actually spoke to Larry Jones secretary!!  They did not take our complaint seriously or even politely!

 

We contine to write on each piece of mail we receive from them>> "return to sender- Non-Profits rich enough to use First class stamps will not get our money to take us off mailing lists!  But the First class requests for our money keep coming!!!

 

We are not even touching salaries! Look at the postage amount on the envelopes you receive!!!   Any large non-profit can qualify for non-profit bulk rate mailing!

 

Whether they save only 10 cents or 25 cents per envelope times that by the number of people on their mailing lists!!!

Check out Charity Navigator  www.charitynavigator.org   They give Priests for Life only 2 stars for their efficiency!

JDM whose primary goal is teaching about sowing and reaping and mishandling seed not only often use First class stamps>>>>  We did not even receive an aknowledgement for a non-monetary hand-made gifts sent to Jessie and Cathy and those would be grandchildren they so despirately want!

 

We realize someone working for them, stole the handmade embroideries we sent!!

We realize that therefore How much money in DOLLARS or millions of dollars being skimmed, not reported and therefore wasted & stolen!!

 

Jessie himself says look at the fruit s of the labors of the ministries you sow into and ask each ministry are the ministry itself tithing & giving offerings to other ministries>>  for if they are not>>  they are dry bones & your seed will take LONG LONG TIME to grow up!

 

How many more hungry mouths can be fed???  How many single pregnant mothers can be supported to carry their babies to term???  How much more TV air time can be bought and souls saved???

Just with the difference they are wasting Giving to the Post Office extra is not paying for services rendered!!!!

 

THE HEART of GOD is CRYING OUT IN PAIN that NO ONE CARES about HIS RESCOURCES WASTED as other HIS little ones continues Suffering who would not if all these big ministries STARTED STAMPING OUT WASTE>>>>  USE ONLY NON-PROFIT STAMPS!!

 

I encourage all of you to write any charity , Ministry or non-profit you support who you receive mail that does NOT use Non-Prifit postage to change their habits IMEDIATELY or NO LONGER SUPPORT THEM!

 

Big corporations have stockholders who each have a vote on these kind of issues that their invistments are used wisely!

 

But churches and non-profits assume their money will always keep coming!  And so well we will just get more money>>>  Never caring how it is spent!

 

But people of GOD YOU BETTER CARE HOW THEY SPEND IT>>>  FOR SEED PLANTED into Wasteful ground will not produce abundantly!!!  Certainly at best it will remain dormant>>>

 

It is the sowers responsibility to make these big churches and ministries accountable for their spending!!

But most importantlly their WASTE!!!

 

Otherwise they will HAPPILY Misspend and waste your hard earned seed money as long as we are stupid enough to keep sending it and not demanding that they rectify their waste and produce more that the Harvests of ALL including you & I BE MORE ABUNDANT>>>

 

Our harvests are often thrown out with the weeds if we do not sift the wheat from the waste>> the WEEDS!

Jessie says:  "Your harvest is in your fragments" as he brags on how he watches over GOD's money>>

and teaches about mishandling seed>>>  They mishandle seed just as the rest>>>  They will be held to an even higher account, for that is what he preaches & teaches about!

 

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson encouraging you to act like stockholders and make all churches & ministries you give to accountable!!

 

EstherStephanada & Billy-Jacob>>> We never take NO for an answer and let no man go without trying to be a blessing!!